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Name: Travis
Country: United States
State: South Carolina
Metro: Columbia
Birthday: 4/13/1985
Gender: Male
Interests: I like hanging out with my friends at school and hanging out with youth groups. One of my favorite things to do is go to the movies. My favorite movies are Almost Famous and Empire Strikes Back
Occupation: Student
Message: message me
AIM:  Travocop21
Member Since:
9/5/2005
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| So I am sitting here wondering what I should do next.... there are options in front of me and some of them are nice but it is hard to move on. It would be lie to say my life has been easy these last few months and it would be a lie to say I wasn't wondering like a lost puppy sometimes. The Lord is good and as christians we always have that on our side but that doesn't mean we are not going to wonder where we are and why. I am hoping that I am in this stage of wonder, confusion, and constant questioning because I come out a stronger, more dependent, and set straight person. I really just want to have an understanding and if I am following the right instructions.... life is a crazy things sometimes. | | |
| So first off I've been gone from xanga a while and I use xanga to vent so here it is. I have become really annoyed with a big chunk of the worlds view on guys in relationship! So every theme for the media I feel like is guys are jerks and use girls and break girls hearts and they just go on with no care in the world. And how about the times someone has told me you be careful don't hurt her..... I am just annoyed because this isnt a man vs woman thing this is just freakin people. Hearts are broken everyday there are times that it is people being mean, confused, honest, or heck sometimes it may even be a mistake. But the truth is, I am hearing all of this crap that guys are just being jerks and how they hurt girls..... you know what..... I've been hurt tons of times! I've been led on, avoided, and even hopelessly heart-broken where I felt there was no way for it to be fixed...... but I am not telling the world that girls suck and they treat all men evil.... and it is simply because they don't suck and they do not treat men evil. Things happen that we regret and that we can't change but I am tired of hearing things that try to make me feel guilty and feel sorry. And I wish people wouldn't tell me to not treat someone bad.....as if I didn't freakin know....... yeah...... so thats what I think i'll try to blog something happy next time lol | | |
| Soooo.... it was a hard week for me. There were a lot of things that happend that I did not understand and some decisions that i felt i needed to make that worried and even confused me but I do know that God is teaching me. There are times that I am like "YAY God is teaching me!" and times that I am like "yep.... God is teaching me" I am thankful for both but sometimes it is very hard. I find myself asking "what and why" to God sometimes but He often reminds me that "Hey! calm down I know what I'm doing!" Well, I had an okay day but now I am feeling a little down... if you think about it pray for me, encouragement is always good :)
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| So its interesting what God calls you to be open to isn't it? Recently I have felt God is calling me to be open to go over seas to England! That would be crazy if i was youth Paster in England! but ya thats whats been on the heard lately so I have come up with that God is either saying Hey Travis be open to anyway i take you or he is saying hey Travis your packing your bags to England after school! AHHHHH!!!! I must be honest I would be super excited and freaked out if all that happens. I'll be praying about it so if you think about it you do the same. I have an exam coming up on Thur. so everyone be in big prayer about that because it kind of depends on if i pass Psy 201!!! I've been doing pretty good in the class but still i cant do bad on the exam. ummmm what else is going on really nothing trying to figure out what's in store for me in the now i guess. I'm excited about this next year and what God has in store!!! see ya around friends
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| So I have had an interesting week, my car broke down and i was without a car, and God really showed me how great my friends are (thanks especially to Caitlen Evans for letting me borrow her Car!!! even though hers was sick too lol and my roomie Richard. Then God helped me with an exam totally should have made a 50 but i made a 75 :) (yeah im smiling about a 75). Then I just had a hard time in general for unspecified confusion, annoyance and regret (sort of) but God once again watched out for me and I hung out with my dad right before work today! I know i joke around a lot about my dad saying "thats not how Johnny Ross would do it" but everyone thats out there you really can't imagine how awesome my dad is and how much he really does mean to me, my dad truly is my hero and has saved me so many times! (this week with the Car!!! and just cheering me up) what is so cool is he doesnt even know how much he cheered me up he just did. So yes, even when it comes to making me smile and cheering me up you can say the saying "thats not how Johnny Ross would have done it" So I am excited about going to see him and then going on my mission trip with my old youth group :)!!! super fun. Well I just wanted to let you know how things were much better now if you saw me earlier this week, lol Keep me in prayers this week guys!
-Travo
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